Sunday, October 24, 2010

no. 31 - The Phantom (poem)

***
the night was young and full of vitality
everyone's possessed with infectious energy
their bodies swayed with gratifying pleasure
who would not be with all the offered grandeur?

as i watched from afar in a panoramic advantage
observing keenly, looking like an out-of-place sage
i saw no people but dancing fireflies in a cage
then lights surrounded you, my heart went out in rage

i kept my play and looked for much worthy subject
yet my eyes never failed to object
i succumb to my defeat and was greeted by what i feared
unlike the magician's trick, you were gone and never reappeared

it was always expected of you, i've been told
a friendly little bird happened to be so bold
The Phantom is what you've been called
hence, i was appalled

the night ended but not their spirit
they seem not tired, not even a bit
the dawn is breaking as i part my way
haven't gone far when from my rear The Phantom whispered to me, "Stay."

i was horrified as i felt my body chill
in my entire life, i've never stood so long and so still
my mouth parted, was supposed to recite a spiel
got dumbfounded, i felt so ill.

we stood in the middle of that deserted street where i can't turn to anyone
wanted to run but can't move a feet, so i depended to the rising sun
but i must have gone mad, for eventually i found it a feat
to be even that close to The Phantom, a heart attack was even worth it.

my sanity was about to hit it's end when i suddenly realized
that i'm no ordinary girl who can easily be "phantomized."
i stopped my delirium and played once again my flawless disguise
it was flawless indeed, for it was THE PHANTOM i caught...
thus, my ultimate prize!

no. 30 - The Making Of A Brat (poem)

***
it's just simple
like picking an apple
choose the red one
and you're already done

when you heard a cry
candidly ask why
then you'll end up buying
to stop the crying

they can be..be very hysterical
thought it's magical
coz poor parents easily give in
magic indeed, so easy to win

and when they get older
they get wiser
even if you won't or can't
they'll still get what they want

oh, don't be fooled with their faces
trust me, it's just one of their aces
but who am i to scare the cats
when i'm simply one of those mice, so-called Brats.

*** (^_~) ***

no. 29 - Take me everywhere you go (poem)

***
i won't be a pest
i won't create a mess
i'll pass all your test

i can put up a grand show
take me everywhere you go

i won't make a sound
i'' keep my feet on the ground
i'll do every round
can be used to astound

i'll follow your flow
take me everywhere you go

i won't tell
i won't yell
i won't ring your bell
take me out of this cell

i will keep everything low
take me everywhere you go

***

oh...this time i will let you know the story behind the story...LOL

i'm making this for a dear friend...who can't seem to let his girl go...
this was like his lines when the girl was breaking up on him...
i kinda make it poetic and a lil overstated/amplified...
actually i kinda simplified what really happened
so sad though coz they separated anyway...
there's no point to continue it out of pity...

no. 28 - Rhymic (poem)

***
i'm not poetic
nor romantic
at times, pessimistic
stirring panic

i look like a geek
but memory's not photographic
even got a twisted logic
that can make one sick

don't show me a trick
i can easily mimic
like a thief, i strike sleek
especially when i'm at my peak

i can be unnoticeable like a stick
but once i've made my pick
i can do magic
with just a click

you can scar me like a chick
just don't forget to make me weak
if you don't want a life so bleak
for my heart is tougher than a brick

***

no. 27 - My Star (song)

***
it started like any usual day
the only difference, you got no work today
you're ready to play

you're slowly strolling in your usual jeans
you're like a model in those magazines
ready to win

while i kept looking afar
you're like a distant star
you shine so bright
do you have hidden light?

so i won't wait..imma get you today
imma show you how i sway
oh, you will be mine
you will be mine


(still finalizing melody)

no. 26 - Realization (poem)

***
a heart of stone
will end alone
so i was told

not that i don't care
i wouldn't even dare
but must admit that i've been cold

but in this world
where everything seems blurred
a weak heart will easily fold

it's always in the end that you'll realize
how much you've wasted and sacrificed
for that hand you longed to hold

but then again, it's never too late
as long as you want to change and stop the wait
and as long as you keep in mind, Time is gold.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Mp3-Codes


La Marias Playlist at MP3-Codes.com

no. 25 - Loud Speaker (poem)

***

oh, technology

you made my life so easy
you made almost everything just a click away
and you made it more exciting to play


oh, technology

to you, i cling... very dependently
now i can't seem to last a day
without you along the way


oh technology

with you, i am free
to do everything i want to do
i love you, i really do.


but

technology, you made me sad
to myself and to you, you made me mad
due to this one feature you introduced
which, i often get to use


Loud speaker...
Loud speaker...
Loud speaker...
You cheating Loud speaker...


you're one reliable tool
it was once so cool
days were so full
but you made me a fool

you could've just warned me of what's nearby
caught off guard, had to ply
arg! arg! arg! you made me lie
now...i shall say goodbye!


***end***

it's up to you what really happened...LOL!

no. 24 - Tell Me How (poem)

***
you said it's simple
will be undemanding
why did it feel like a ripple?
painstakingly, engulfing.


still...

aiming for perfection
notwithstanding that temper
for at least a little gratification
even through softest whisper/murmur.

instead...

granted a scream
of ringing disapproval
of shattering dream
you are so medieval

besides...

you were not there
the moment i started
you were always somewhere
felt unconnected

now...

tell me where i went wrong
for i am bemused
it's been so long
i have been fused

so...

if you can't keep up, let me go
while you're still blind, at least for now
but if you want to keep the show
better let me know and tell me how.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

no. 23 - Temporary (song)

***
intro:

1

i have said it all
i have done it all
i am tired and ready to fall

but i'll still hold
coz i know that

chorus:

this is just temporary
misery
so hear my melody
asking harmony

3

i have broken your heart
but i'm still doing my part
let's try to go back from the start

so i'll still hold
coz i know that

chorus:

this is just temporary
misery
so hear my melody
asking harmony

adlib

bridge:

coz i can't look on those wide eyes
that's giving me a stare of ice
so i would fly
but i won't say goodbye

coz i know that..

chorus:

this is just temporary
misery
so hear my melody
asking harmony

***end***

i'm not sure bout the title though...i wanted misery but it felt so heavy...then temporary misery still nega...so i ended with temporary!!!






Tuesday, October 12, 2010

no. 18 - Tell Me (song)

***

waiting

then counting

the hours that have passed by

people are staring

why should i care?

...

talking

then shouting

repeating

what i'm saying

i know you have heard it all

what's in your mind?

...

chorus:

tell me

tell me

tell me

tell me

...

walking

then running

away then returning

why are we pretending

nothing's happening

...

stop this, i miss you

come here, you wan to

it's just so easy

why can't we let it be?

...

chorus:

tell me

tell me

tell me

tell me

....

so stop this, i'm missing you

come here, say you want to

it's just so easy

why can't we let it be

...

chorus:

tell me

tell me

tell me

tell me...

(repeat till fade...)

no. 14 - HUSH... (poem)


I crashed into my crush
It was intended, hush!
Don't say a word even "gosh"
If you don't wan't to gnash
So hush...

no. 13 - What's new in my life? (poem)

Nothing much, I must say
as always, my mind's away
while waiting for another day
in my bed, I shall lay.
***
Did I say, "...nothing much?"
Ha! I guess I've lost my touch
coz to be frank
sooner or later, I'll be a crank.
***
"What's new in my life?", you asked
for me, to answer is not my task
not that I don't want to ponder
for now, I'm way pass wonder.
***
Your time, I didn't intend to waste
so hope you'll soon make a haste
but before we take a bow
I'll leave something that could help somehow
and that's for you to know
a lot of "NEWs" have come and go
less for me to show
so if you shall ask again, I must sigh
therefore, must bid goodbye.

Monday, October 11, 2010

no. 12 - Lights Off... (poem)

They already turned off the light
nothing...no one is on sight
this may be to stop the fight
that continues from day to night.
But they don't know how I fright
without a glimpse of a little light
here, I'll stick tonight
a move, I know, that is right.


(hmmmmmmmmmmmm....i'm trying to remember this one...coz i can't believe how short it is! LOL!!! fight..hmmmmmmmmmm...yeah...my sisters had a lil arugument that night)

no. 11 -YOU DON'T BRING ME FLOWERS ANYMORE. (poem)


At the balcony, she waited patiently
tea in china and freshly baked cookies, ready to be served
after hours worked, it's what he deserved
it was a daily routine, as I have observed.
---
At the balcony, she continued to wait, religiously
with his favorite tea and cookies prepared in perfection
for nothing can go wrong with a calculated action
coupled with her love and determination.
---
At the balcony, she sat still like a lily
the tea has long been gone, the cookies have yet to expire
her body shivered, her eyes were on fire
I saw not rage, but overflowing desire.
---
As she continued to wait at the balcony,
I wondered what that desire could be and what for?
and to the wind she whispered when I thought she would roar,
"...you don't bring me flowers anymore?"

no. 8 - I LOVE RAIN... (poem)


especially during the day
coz d world seems so clean
d air seems so fresh
colors seem vibrant
for once more
rain washed away what's hiding them all
...
when it rains
I'm free
from vanity
from impracticality
from mockery
coz I have d reason
to be dirty
to save money
and to hide from everybody
...
I LOVE RAIN
and the silence it brings
to my consumed mind
troubled soul
and wounded heart
...
I LOVE RAIN
coz when I soak myself in it
I can cry and they'll never wonder why...

no. 7 - SUPERMAN... (poem)


lipad ay kay taas
mukha'y wala ni gasgas
tindig ay walang kasing tikas
sadyang walang kakupas-kupas
...
mistulang isang ibon sa himpapawid
nakikinig at nagmamasid
ilang dagat na ba ang iyong tinawid
at gaano kalalim na ba ang iyong sinisid
...
ngunit sa lahat-lahat na kaya mong gawin
ako ba'y iyong matutulungan din
sa aking mabigat na pasanin
dulot nitong masidhing damdamin

no. 6 - LIBERTY (poem)


Liberty…
I woke up this morning
Searching and wondering
I didn’t hear you sing
+++
Liberty…
It didn’t occur to me
Some things should be taken seriously
Now longing, desperately
+++
Liberty…
We played like we never care
Now, can’t even dare
You’re heading somewhere
+++
Liberty…
Seems like it was just yesterday
I saw you walked away
Can you come and never walk away?


Sunday, October 10, 2010

no. 5 - STAY LONGER (song)

Doo...doo...
Doo...doo...

Night is fading
Dawn is breaking
Oh, my heart won’t stop beating
And this clock just keeps on ticking
...
Is it time to say goodbye again?
We’re doing this almost now and then
Still lost in this nostalgic feeling
Trapped in your ocean, slowly sinking
Stay longer
Feed this hunger
Wanna be sweeter
Stay a bit longer
...
Can’t stay out
Give a loud shout
Blinding flash of luster
Heart now beats faster
...
Now it's time to say goodbye again
We’re doing this almost now and then
Still lost in this nostalgic feeling
Trapped in your ocean, slowly sinking
Stay longer
Feed this hunger
Wanna be sweeter
Stay a bit longer
...
It’s morrow, can’t believe
Smiling, trying to deceive
...
Stay longer
Starting to feel bitter
But I’ll soon get better
If you'll just stay a bit longer
...
So won't you
Stay longer
Feed this hunger
Wanna be sweeter
Just stay a bit longer
...
Stay
Stay a bit longer
Stay

no. 4 - still in progress - needs title & melody

...
A bottle of champagne
Really not enough to cure the pain
I drove for another mile
Just to make a pile
Heading somewhere else
Looking for some wishing well-s
Got to make lots of wish-es
Before this heart turns to ash-es
...
I broke your heart yet you broke mine
Far worse than I have anticipated
I ain’t settling now for a glass of wine
Coz the least I want is to be jaded
I’m free alas
But why was it so fast?
...
Now teardrops start to fall
In that song, is this what they call
Many sleepless nights and the tears I cry?
Forgetting not that matching sigh
Might as well I should stay
In this bar and sing “my way”
To find how true what people say
Folks got killed for singing “my way”
...
I didn't mean to break your heart
You could’ve been easy on me
Why didn’t you tell me from the start
You know I wanted to be free
Okay, I wanted to
But not by hurting you…
...
I broke your heart yet you broke mine
Far worse than I have anticipated
I ain’t settling now for a glass of wine
Coz the least I want is to be jaded
I’m free alas
But why was it so fast?

no. 3 - I'M DONE (song)

...
I’m done
With the rain flooding my eyes
Tired of seeing all the lies
I’m done 3x
...
Trying
Hard to laugh at it
Speeding up the beat
What am I thinking?
...
Now
Light’s still not shining through
Thought I was over you
But somehow
I’m heading the other way
I really don’t wanna stay
I wanna be far away
...
Done
Defending from time to time
I know you can’t be mine
I’m done 3x
...
Holding
This one thin thread
But you’re now far ahead
What am I doing?
...
And though
Lights still not shining through
I will get over you
Coz somehow
I’m heading the other way
I really don’t wanna stay
I wanna be far away…
I’m done…

no. 2 - BELIEVING (song)

...
You thought
Life could be so great
That it’s all give and take
Now you’re awake
...
Now take
Everything that you went through
Soon you’ll know what to do
Just be true
...
Falling
Is just part of it
Stand up, raise your hand
Look for the light
Coz someday
You will find a way
To your heart’s content
Believe in your self
...
Watch
Everything that you do and say
If you want it smooth all the way
On the ground, you should stay
...
Wait
Take your time and you’ll be fine
Slowly though but you’ll surely shine
Have peace of mind
...
Yeah rushing
Is not helping much
You’ll just break it all
Don’t you take that fall
Someday
You will find a way
To your heart’s content
Just believe in your self

no. 1 - Daddy's Girl (song)


Intro / Chorus:
I'll miss being daddy's girl
Though sometimes he rules my world
Since I broke his heart
From him, I'll be apart

***

I can still remember

My mother used to say

That I always had a fever
When daddy's far away

I can't help from laughing

At the same time I am crying
If only I've just passed it by
I won't be saying sad goodbye

***
Chorus:
I'll miss being daddy's girl
Though sometimes he rules my world
Since I broke his heart
From him, I'll be apart!

***
I used to sing his favorite song
And the lines are still in my mind
Though I always/used to get a gong
He doesn't ever leave me behind

I can't stop from crying
I don't like what I am seeing
If only I have done what's right
I won't be seeing such an awful sight

***
Chorus:
I'll miss being daddy's girl
Though sometimes he rules my world
Since I broke his heart
From him, I'll be apart!
****
Adlib
Repeat 4th stanza
Repeat chorus
***
Finale:
I'm daddy's girl
I'm daddy's girl
I'm daddy's girl
I was daddy's girl...





(wheew....this was like the darkest days of my life...made the song out of it...glad to be back...i'm still daddy's girl...bleh!!!)